shame all i feel is shame
a thousand years of shame
a billion tears of shame
and nothing stays the same
as it used to be and nothing
can remain like it used to
be and i cant be the person
that i used to be and i wish
i was that person that i
used to be
shame all i feel is shame
a thousand years of shame
a billion tears of shame
i reject the devils work
and i walk into the light
and i wish i could do some
thing to make it all right
and i pray i can forget
everything ive done and
maybe start a new life and
never have to run but i keep
on walking walking out
that door i stop and lay a
while on the hardwood
floor and im sorry to all
who love me those that i
forgot im sorry to all my
friends on whose hands
ive trod and i believe in
truth and i believe in love
and i believe in christ and
the lord above and i believe
in satan and the number six
and ill spend my whole life
fighting fighting off his tricks
and im sorry to my lovers for
being who i am and im sorry
for the listener who doesnt
give a damn and im sorry to
my parents for being your son
and im sorry for saying sorry
and ruining all the fun
everyone ive been and every
one ill be everything i touch
and everything i see all i feel
is shame i live my life in shame
i give my life to shame
i hang my head in shame
i surrender to my shame
all i feel is shame
a thousand years of shame
a billion tears of shame
(un)fortunately no one will ever know how deep of a hole this album pulled me out of. Thank you Bedwetter; seriously thank you. Based on the thumbnail I though this was an indie/punk album when I found it on youtube, and was pleasantly surprised. Shoutout to the bonus tracks, especially Raging Bull. jonny26me
Tom Heyman documents life in San Francisco circa 2023, refusing to succumb to easy characterization & instead capturing the city’s nuance. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 22, 2023