I WANT YOU TO KILL ME, by Alex Walton

I WANT YOU TO KILL ME

by Alex Walton

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Foxconn I Don't Want to Kill Myself Anymore; Basically all of them got me close but not quite, the closest was maybe Suicide Museum; I think so; Yes; Yes; 8; No but I think it matters a lot when it tries; My Favorite Song; No; Blue/Yellow/White, Yes, Yes, I Want You to Kill Me; Statistics; I'm not sure how to answer this one honestly; Yes; Yes; Hyperconfessional...; No Favorite track: Dream Song.

fey ! this album is the most important album of 2023 to me... landed right in my list of all time favourites. every song kills me. not gonna pick favourites because theres just no way.

Vesper She says every song is so hyperconfessional it cuts anyone it touches, but for me at least, each one feels more like a surgical incision that's helped me reach and extract some bad stuff. Not sure where I'm going with this.
Incredible album. Grateful for it. Favorite track: Hyperconfessional And Overwhelmingly Sincere,.

Jack Roscoe Statistics; No; Yes; Yes; Yes; 7; No; Sort of Girlfriend; No; Black/White/Red; Yes; No; Alex Walton By Alex Walton From The Album Alex Walton; Preteen On Omegle Blues; Yes; Yes; Yes; Theme From "Misguided Optimism"; Yes Favorite track: Alex Walton By Alex Walton From The Album Alex Walton.

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1.	The Greek Tragedy In Action 01:45
2.	My Favorite Song 03:32
3.	Alex Walton By Alex Walton From The Album Alex Walton 03:46
4.	Preteen On Omegle Blues 03:49
5.	I Don't Want To Hit You 01:25	buy track
6.	I WANT YOU TO KILL ME 01:38	buy track
7.	Sex 01:25	buy track
8.	Salvation Attempt #39 00:56	buy track
9.	Suicide Museum 01:50	buy track
10.	A Brief Chronicling Of Extremely Good Ideas 04:08	buy track
11.	Hyperconfessional And Overwhelmingly Sincere, 06:05	buy track
12.	The Death Of Poetry / Madonna Of Humility 01:54	buy track
13.	Sort Of Girlfriend 03:37	buy track
14.	Statistics 00:37	buy track
15.	Scene From An Allston Living Room 00:34	buy track
16.	Dream Song 03:19	buy track
17.	Theme From "Misguided Optimism" 02:16	buy track
18.	Did I Make You Feel Bad?????? 00:59	buy track
19.	Please Hold Me 01:34	buy track
20.	This Song Is Meant To Hurt You 04:18	buy track
21.	Ten Thousand Friends For My Best Song 12:26	buy track
22.	Southland Tales 07:14	buy track
23.	I Don't Want To Kill Myself Anymore 00:46	buy track

about

a vessel to contain the worst year of my life. take it all as you will, write it down if you must.

a few years back a notable american screenwriter turned director released a film that i loudly denounced to all my friends as "a fully grown adult with a very successful artistic career and works beloved by many proudly pissing his pants and making everyone look at exactly how the stain is tracing its way down towards his socks." well, look where we are now,

songs about almost dying, idiosyncratic ex-lovers, being scared by your own sexual proclivities, recovering from almost dying, and not being able to say the things you need to. songs from that inbetween state of not necessarily doing bad things, but not quite qualifying for that revered status of Good Person. songs that are True, if that is something that a song can Be, if not faltering from mine own Quivering And Inherently Flawed Subjectivity.

23 songs, 70 minutes. it takes a lot more than that to get to know someone, but i hope you'll at least get some sort of idea, because this is all for your benefit as much as it is for mine. more histrionics, i know, i know. there's a lot of fucked up shit happening all the time, and i ain't no angel, that's for sure. we are so informed by our historical precedents that we can't even see one another sometimes. ("good stories are bad lives" spake the prophets) if we have one thing left, it's that we can be honest. you can't bury the past, as pleasurable as that may seem.

to friends, lovers, enemies, strangers, i know i can be oh so tiring, but this record helped me a lot and i hope it helps you, too. every word is From Life, of course. it also Rocks Hard. you can trust me, honest. you mean everything to me. my life is your life is my life is your life. take me home with you and hopefully i won't have to think about any of this anymore.

best played at maximum volume, to completion.

ultimate love forever,
alexandria

credits

released November 25, 2023

all songs written, performed, and produced by alex walton between april and october 2023

drums on "my favorite song" and "suicide museum" were played by brendan dunphy and engineered by liam shepherd and adrian anderson

alexei petrov played bass and lead guitar on and cowrote the music for "hyperconfessional...," played bass on "theme from misguided optimism," and programmed drums on "dream song"

on "a brief chronicling...," georgia fanthorpe reads an excerpt from "the picture of dorian gray"

"southland tales" features an interpolation of a song written by adrian borland

cover art designed by alex walton and adrian anderson

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